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Irritated with EA again.

I can see EVERYONES comment page but my OWN. Once again. the uploader obly lets me upload JUNK not CREATIONS, plus I cannot open the EA Forums. I wish to God I had the money for a harressment suite. I have been messed with, banned at random, and had problems since I asked why there were so many trolls in the forums, and told customer service off, after a year of not getting half my purchased content.... meh. (finally did get it BTW) lol :P  Anyways. Needed to vent. I am ok. I can comment to others there. I just can't read my own comments others leave anymore.. (rolls eyes) I share stuff here to BTW, EA uploader be damned! lol :D  http://jumbofiles.com/user/florida1cowboy so to you EA? I will suffice with a great big NYAHHH :P and wish EVERYONE a BIG SIM HUG, and Happy SIMMING! :) ^^ Rant over. I feel better now. lol xD ^^

Just Rambling

I am really having a time ATM. I keep getting sick,, and being sick a lot messes with you. Sometimes I feel like people don't even wanna talk to me... bleh. I know it's just me. Where I feel bad a lot, it makes things seem bad. I am fighting it, and trying to keep a cheery appearance for people, but yah, at times, it is VERY hard to do. :/ To anyone who happens to read this? Wish me well, and hugs. Sincerely, Johnny :)

Repost of my Last Metal song I wrote

BTW... I
WROTE THIS. Isn't "sponged" off of some album... aight?



Sleep Of Darkness

(Verse 1)
Shattered dreams, my heart it breaks.
I gave you more, than I tried to take.
My soul is dark, my heart grows still.
Nothing matters, nothings real.
I hear your voice, I see your face.
You left a mark, that I can't erase.
Cause now your gone, I'm all alone.
I'm talking to myself at dawn!

(chorus)
Did you ever care for me?
Was it a game!!!
Do you hear my echo'd pain?
I call your name!
Why did you go away?
Was I too deep!
You left me stranded here to die!
Now the darkness beckons me.

(verse 2)
I close my eyes, your here with me.
I smell your hair, I feel your heat.
I taste your kiss, I feel your skin.
Like a fire burns me, deep within.
But it's not real, cause I'm alone.
I cry your name, til my voice is gone.
What can I do? What can I say?
Just like smoke you've gone away!

(verse 3)
What is right? What is wrong?
I ask myself now, for way too long.
I feel the ache, I feel the need.
Inside what's left of me, it bleeds.
Another drink, just 1 more line.
Numbness spreading, through my mind.
I tried my best, but it's all gone.
The darkness calls to take me home!

 

 

Something I wrote 1 time for a friend feeling down.

Whenever things are looking down, look up into the sky.
Just let your spirit loose to roam, where the eagles fly.
High above the mountains, capped atop with snow.
Drifting on a springtime breeze, all troubles far below.
Worries melt away like snow, tears at last they dry.
Once you let your heart soar free, where the eagles fly.

Hello@all! :) ^^

I haven't had a blog since Yahoo 360 died, but it's times to rise from the ashes, and get in the world again! lol xD  Hello everyone. I am Johnny, or since my first email even florida1cowboy. It's cool to meet you. HELLO WORLD! :D ^^